from the bottom of my lil' heart.:(

o Allah,

pls forgive me for all my wrongdoings.

pls give some mercy to me.

give some peace to my heart & soul.

coz only Allah knows deep in my heart.

wat did i do wrong?

who did i do wrong?

pls..pls tell me.

if u're in my shoes,then u know it..

but u will not,cz we're not in the same size..

neither u nor u,can understand me.

only Allah knows me better than u do.

ive read,if ppel dont bother our feelings,its ok,myb dats the test from Allah.

but we dont have to treat them bad.dont keep grdge in ur heart.its bad.

jz remember,Allah always there for u!

i do have lots of friends.from anywhere.

but i have friends only during my happy time,

and im all alone during my sad time.isnt dat really hurt?

yaa..most will try to cmfort me,try to say "u'll be ok".

actlly they myb not ready to hear yet.who knows?

im not beautiful,not good enuf,not much like u do,but..

i try too..

beautiful ppel only treat their beautiful friends...good,their ol friend from school...they also treat them good.

it's ok then.but to new friends who are not dat beautiful,they treat cincai..

but deep in my heart,i know they dont mean to.

just dont take for granted others,ok.

u'll know when u really needy.& dat time u dont have any1 there for u.

ppel who kepo about u,it doesnt mean dat they want to bother u,err...sometimes myb.

trust me,they dont!

Some other time ppel who've alwys been there for everyone else, needs some1 TO BE there for them